Sunday, August 5, 2018

Brainwashing Your Children. NARCISSIST STYLE.

Brainwashing. NARCISSIST STYLE.

Brainwashing is how the alienating parent teaches the child the program of hate. It’s the application of the program. Brainwashing “is a process that occurs over a period of time and usually involves the repetition of the programme (content, themes, beliefs) until the subject responds with (attitudinal, behavioral) and compliance.

PROGRAM HAS FINALIZED...

What about the alienating parent, who uses a combination of fear, lies, flattery and gratification of material desires to win over their child, and whose sense of entitlement and desire to control the child is greater than the desire to nurture and care for the child? The parents who try to alienate their child from the other parent subtlely or overtly convey a three-part message to the child:


- I am the only parent who loves you and you need me to feel good about yourself

- The other parent is dangerous and unavailable

- Pursuing a relationship with the other parent jeopardizes your relationship with me.

Alienating parents are themselves emotionally fragile, often enmeshed with the child, with needing control, knowing only how to take.




Conscious Acknowledgment Of Trauma Setups

IF I KNEW THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW ABOUT THE PROGRAMMING, TARGETING, AND THE PREMISE OF THE BEAST SYTEM FALSE OVERLAY CONSTRUCT AND THE LIES THAT BENEVOLENT FORCES HAVE PURPOSELLY KEPT HUMANITY IN A VIGILANT, PERSISTENT FEED OF LIES FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL EVIL AGENDAS, GOALS AND PURPOSES: WE HAVE BEEN ROBBED.

- BREAK YOU DOWN SO YOU NEVER HEAL YOURSELF
-BREW IN PAIN GUILT SHAME HINDERING SELF ESTEEM SOCIAL INTERACTIONS, JOB SEEKING
-KEEPING ME FINANCIALLY UNSTABLE ( JUST ENOUGH OR BARELY TO GET BY WITH NO ONES HELP)
-SABOTAGING ANY JOBS APPLIED FOR
-TO CONTINUE FOREGOING ONGOING TRAUMA BY HANDLERS AND ANY AGENT OUTSIDERS
-SWIM OR SINK FLIGHT OR FIGHT A DAILY BATTLE
- CONSTANT ODDITIES AND EVENTS SITUATIONS THAT WERE NUMEROUS EACH DAY IN DIVERSIONS OR FLAT OUT CRAZY SHIT NO ONE WOULD UNDERSTAND SO BEST YOU DONT
-KEEP ME LOOKING LIKE I WAS MENTALLY FUCKED. I HID IT WELL.

My False Self expressing feeling in the illusion. And that is okay. Its part of healing and accepting what you know.

To recap, the first step for healing emotional pain is awareness, then consciously bringing a higher energy to the wound – the truth that you are love, compassion and the innerstanding with your True Self. No judgments.

Then the natural outcome is a change in consciousness, a broadening and deepening of awareness, and the wound organically begins to release by itself.

Until we become conscious of the wound, we can use all kinds of healing practices that can help us get relief from the symptoms of the emotional pain, but until we acknowledge the core emotional trauma, and how it has been played out in a well formatted mind control program called YOU, where every choice made that lead to a negative result replays and intensifies. It all has to br acknowledged as a FALSE CONSTRUCT ILLUSION, WITH A FALSE REALITY that you have been the player in.

The core seed of the emotional pain needs to be gently exposed with loving compassion, and then touched by the realization of the TRUTH that
we are good and have always been good. All this that has been experienced IS NOT WHO YOU ARE AND DOES NOT DEFINE YOU. This is a being,
 re-membering I Am presence, where none of this holographic computer illusion exists. YOU ARE WHOLE AND ARE PERFECT. 

WHEN DO YOU SAY "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH"?

It takes courage to turn inward and get investigatively honest about what you are really feeling (feelings are false self illusion) and acknowledge your emotional pain, another false unneccesary choice that you made real and constructed in your reality. Usually this doesn’t happen to us until we finally decide we’ve suffered enough and finally woke up to the fake illusion and circumstances that got you to this point. 


If you have found yourself here and are reading this, it is in hopes that you have felt the shift - and it is an an inner knowing that the planet is fighting unseen battles with the false overlay advanced computer simulation we call "matrix". It is  at that crucial point –the threshold in which chaos created forces are in a battle with our minds and want anything but human beings to do the one thing - awaken to consciousness, seeing what isn't real, healing what false beliefs you carried, and evolve - thus affecting humanity as a collective.  Many will not chose to awake fully. Wrapped up in all things outside of ourselves is denial of knowing Truth and further participation in the false REEL-lity will keep you in the game for good.


 I greet you with love and INNERstanding in this process to see through the veil of all that's been hidden. I acknowledge and celebrate your courage – the part of you that has said “Enough suffering -  our planet and every human being are worth it."  

WILL YOU CHOOSE TO KEEP PLAYING IN THE SIMULATED ILLUSION OR UNRAVEL THE INVERSION TO RE-MEMBER AND UNDO???



Friday, September 8, 2017

Imagine

Imagine the most powerful shock to someone having a bad day, being a general bully, expressing hate, stuck in a downward mind-set. A gun? A punch? A slap? A curse? A laugh? A smile? Or a mental hug or physical hug and true care coming from someone who’s internal space, the “temple” or “palace” has been swept clear of debris and distraction from the one true purpose which is to know the self and to live in complete and full awareness of the true self.

This itself, which is beyond all partiality, all temporary existence, all pain and suffering on the physical or mental level.

Compassion From One Spirit to Another

This was a  relationship of 5 years that we both fell for the false self gratification and temporary bliss.  It wasn't long before what surfaced was the battle swept to the side: suppressiion of the personal battles we both brought into the relationship.

In the end, compassion for one another wins.  It is re-membering peace, a True Self expression of the experience.

"Love in the deepest most genuine place in my soul is were I hold you in good memory .. I miss you Gia Cozzie. You have made a difference in my life you have taught me so much and I thank you for that."

- J


Sunday, August 27, 2017

We Work Within TheSafe Space Of Inner Presence 9/18/13

THESE MESSAGES SEEMED TO BE PLANNED FOR ME TO FIND. PLANTED IN TIME.

Article....

When we sense that we are safe, all the wounds and residues of past trauma naturally rise to the surface for energy cleansing and healing. This is what these wounded aspects have been waiting for. Energetically, whether we are conscious of it or not, when we open to the alive, alert, safe Presence within, our wounds automatically present themselves for healing.

This is why sometimes in the beginning of a relationship after we’ve been in the “honeymoon” phase for a while and we begin to feel loved and safe, our “stuff” starts to arise and all hell breaks loose in the relationship, literally.

At this point, if we would go to the Safe Space within ourselves and not expect our partner to hold it for us, we would open to the organic energy cleansing process that is always available to us. This would allow us to heal the childhood wounds that are triggered by the relationship.

SO EASY ?? NOT WHEN YOUVE HAD PARTNERS HANDLE YOU WITH SCENARIOS AND SITUATIONS THAT OF WHICH ARE / VERY THINGS YOU ARE WORKING ON FRONT YOUR PAST!!!!! THEY ADDED TO IT --- AND PLAYED ON MY WEAKNESSES TO REPEAT THE DAMAGE. ANYTHING BUT THAT.

I IGNORED. MOVED OUT. ATTEMPTED ALL THIS BUT BRING HANDLED AND ROPED IN EVERYTIME.


EACH TIME I LEFT TO GET MYSELF IN A PLACE TO BE ALONE, MY IMMUNE SYSTEM TRIGGERED TO MORGELLONS AND FULL FLEDGED SYMPTOMS. LIKE A PROGRAM WOULD DO!

Sometimes, however, the emotions can feel quite overwhelming and we need support from others to help us get in touch with our own healing energy and the energy cleansing it provides naturally.
WHAT????
SOUNDS LIKE FAIRY LAND!! WAS MEANT TO THINK I HAD ANYONE WHO GAVE A SHIT TO SUPPORT ME. HANDLERS ARENT MEANT TO EMPATHIZE. ONLY SEEK AND DESTROY!

Since it is only love that can heal, opening to your inner Safe Space is essential for healing.

Found This Article 9/17/13 - Emotional Pain –To Heal It We Need To Acknowledge It

I was grabbing at any help to get me through all this rejection blame hate judgment of character and painful incidents that didnt seem to let up. Financial burden continued. Shelter
Security and mental state of mind in jeopardy.

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Acknowledging emotional pain may seem like an obvious step in the healing process that everyone is already doing. If you’re in pain, you already know it, right?Not always. Many of us have a surprising amount of emotional trauma in our energy field that lies below our conscious awareness. In some cases we might be aware of some of the symptoms of an energetic wound within us, but we are unconscious of its deeper CAUSE – a core place of constriction where Life Force isblocked. The effects of this blockage can range from uncomfortable feelings of mild emotional pain at one end of the spectrum to severely debilitating physical and/or mental dis-ease at the more serious end of the spectrum.It is common for us to become practiced at denial of emotional pain in order to function in our lives. Unconsciously we have learned how to keep the pain at bay so we can “do” our daily lives with some kind of balance. Often, the energetic imbalance within us actually causes us to create more imbalance as an attempt to gain equilibrium. And our only awareness of this might be a sense of feeling “off” or living our lives with limited inner resources, constantly looking for something outside ourselves to “fix” us.In order to heal emotional pain, we need to invite it up into our conscious awareness. We need tocare enough about ourselves to spend time with ourselves, looking within and truly BEING with ourselves. Doing this we find an infinite Source of emotional support and wellbeing that is always available to us from within.

Kids Are Unconditionally Loving

When I got this email day after the chaos it was uplifting but just knowing how they are being used and manipulated to think of me any other way.

I had moved out, and been homeless until i was helped into getting an apartment end of Sept.

Trauma - Dissociation - Sabotage

Things Verbal Abusers Do:

What does verbal abuse sound like? The tone and content varies from abuser to abuser, but the words effect the victim in similar ways. Victims hear horrible things from their abuser and they feel small, withdrawn, angry, helpless, sad, shame, and a hundred other horrible emotions – sometimes all at once.

Defend what they’ve said.

Analyze what they’ve said out loud, explaining that the words they used do not have the definitions you seem to think they do.

Block you in a room so you can’t leave and thereby avoid what they’re saying.

Talk horribly to the television but are really speaking to you.

Flip open their knife to open a piece of gum while looking at you under knitted brows.

Leave to do something else at the last minute when you had plans together, or better yet, had plans with friends and he never comes home to watch the kids.

Take you out for your best birthday ever and then wind up berating you on the way home for not appreciating their efforts enough.

Tell your children you need more happy pills to be a good mom.

Change the topic of the conversation so you bounce from one place to another, never getting to the core of the issue.

Accuse you of being a whore or a dummy or a _B*/C* so often that they no longer need to say the words but can offer up a “look” and you know what they’re saying (then they may deny it).

Okay. I have to stop. My stomach is literally upset right now after digesting the utter contempt and hatred some people spew on a daily basis.

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

The derailing - Parental Alienation

One part of the whole over 9 years. Most of this occured over time to net result of great loss in a Mother's heart. This was covert narcissism and control/manipulation. Yes, his "mind" has never seen me the same again. Diversion tactics below.



“confused child” Choice to Choose

 Twist and confusion between my words of “I won’t be there on these weekends” and their Dads act of still driving them there in order to wait on me, knowing full well that I won’t be there.This is another sad example of parental soul-destruction leveled onto children. 

Lies to make himself look good by using legitimate reasons for no show as a tool to convelute truth

To take pleasure in watching your children absorb with heartache the lie that the other parent doesn’t care enough to show is very sick.

Here are some examples of how these mentally abusive parents operate:

SITUATION #1 You are 5 minutes late.MEANING GIVEN BY YOUR EX TO YOUR KIDS: You don’t really care that much about seeing them. If you did, you would never show up late

.SITUATION #2 You need to move the time back 30 minutes due to traffic, work, etc.MEANING GIVEN BY YOUR EXEx shows up at original time and explains how inconsiderate you are to be 30 minutes late.

SITUATION #3 - You let ex know you’ll be out of town for a weekend or month.MEANING GIVE BY YOUR EXEx shows up at your weekends’ normal time and place with your children, and informs your children that their Mommy or Daddy must not love them very much and doesn’t want to see them.

Parents willing to do this are completely OK with seeing their kids suffer. Instead of building the little tikes up with excitement, which is what nurturing parents do, these bad exes would rather plant a mean lie into their kids’ heads in order to poison the relationship to their very core.

There are degradations of parental alienation. The most severe type is perpetrated by 
These parents are ruthless in their efforts to eliminate their ex from the child’s life.

High Level Brainwashers Use Excuses With No Proof

"Sick of lies" is what he states as reasoning why he won't speak to me or hasn't in 8 years. Very twisted excuse yet this is what kids have adopted as real. Yet cannot give examples of what lies he fabricates to exist that keeps him in the excuses for not communicating with me for 8 years.

They spend decades spinning tales of woe of what the ex did, labeling the ex every derogatory name imaginable, and doing everything possible to deny an ex physical access to “their” child.


They dwell on the sins of the past. They simply cannot forgive any past grievances and ‘move on.’ They are permanently stuck in the past. Who you are now to them is no different than before although many years have passed.

They are revenge-minded. vengeful stop at nothing to gaslight you and create a hate campaign against you. For long term satisfaction .

They have anger and aggression issues to get point across and leave no room for discussion.

They are deeply unhappy people. Negative about just everything in any given day, chronic complainer, never know when they are in good mood and will walk on egggshells to not set them off or put in bad mood=consequences resulted.

Happy people don’t dwell on negatives, and allow past wrongs to weigh them down.

They have one or more psychological disorders or (PTSD) from war.

They were abused or neglected as as children. Were told they were an asshole, never mount to nothing had responsibilities like an adult forced into supporting family by working to help pay bills watching other siblings most of time vs. having a teenage fun life.

The roots of their bulldozing ways goes back to a dysfunctional childhood they had themselves and jeaousy they had for you because of your strong relationship with your parents...

They are extremely selfish people. 
They make statements like "this is my house my things - as if the home wasnt also theirs. Devalues them as a person.

They are bad listeners, first and foremost. Rather threatened, yelled called names or became physical to prove whos boss

They are capable of completely disregarding the welfare of the child if it suits their own needs and is justified with selfish motives

They view child as a possession. 

Ownership of and control of the child.

They will micromanage the child’s life in the extreme

They abuse the child on other levels that are unethical and very emotionally abusive threats or demands

They fequently physically abuse children as well. In short, they have no boundaries. Pull hair, slap and leave marks, hit their head, pull by arms...here is one final trait of the truly worst HLBs, and that’s the narcissistic behaviors of parent.
Who has the custody. Who are the real danger.

And you've tried to save yourself and recover from damage and are gone but covertly your kids were taken and you are the problem. Attemping any refute is a resurfacing of emotions you dont wanna deal with.

And these parents are the absolute worst abusers, and are true evil-doers at their core. They all lack a

They are masters at turning their perceived victimhood into manipulative lies intent on destroying their own child’s love for the other parent. 

This mental child abuse that causes lasting scars, even when the child does one day realize the fraud and lies perpetrated onto them. 

Top actions of an alienating parent

Doesn’t inform you of upcoming school activities (especially unexpected ones) Had to do all on my own to get in front of teachers etc so they knew i was a parent.

Expresses no enthusiasm for fun events you’re doing with the child (vacations, amusement parks, etc)
Becomes jealous

Constantly tells the kids i never paid out anything to help him financially.
He took all got tax refund claiming 2, had all

Limits child’s cellphone and computer usage, so you’ll rarely get a call, text, or email 2009-2011

Accomplishes a post-visitation shakedown, extracting as much info as possible to find negatives every time.

Hands the phone directly to the child when you call, avoiding ALL civil conversations with you.

Holds conversations with strangers family friends around kids constantly speaking bad things about you in earshot.

Able to hold resentment towards you for SEVERAL YEARS.

Never calls you when the child is sick or taken out of school. Never suggests you as a backup person to take or pick them up if ill.


Teaches the child adult things to tell you, such as “I don’t want to see you just want you to call me once a month and talk to me. 8/17/17

Teaches the child how to despise or hate another human being
Labels themselves the “good” parent; labels you the “bad” parent

Tells the child false stories about their childhood - how I left, has no responsibility for their hainus actions of verbal and emotional abuse and manipulative control.

Tells the child in vivid detail how he or she was victimized by you (while taking no blame at all for the divorce)

Teaches the child how to lie to you (coating their little hearts with false malice and scorn)

Keeping you off any school record that acknowledges that you are a parent : emergency lists have his friends relatives as contacts. Left out of important reminders conferences. Pretends as if you dont exist.

Refuses to help the child reach and call/email/mail cards on relatives’ birthdays on your side of the family tree

Uses child’s cellphone as a leash

Never gets the child excited about seeing you

*Reminds the child of all that he or she will be missing while with you and away from them*

Inflicts his or her unhappiness onto the child (as alienators are deeply unhappy people)

Control via a lawyer to reduce visitation to that even below family court minimum standards

Takes the child out of state without a peep, while demands precise details whenever you travel with them

Monopolizes the child’s time for hours on the phone or time with you. Take them somewhere before you pick up or promise of something better in lieu of going with other parent

Views any event in the child’s life– a distant Aunt’s birthday, a friend’s birthday, their friends wedding etc– as more important than their time with you

Informs children of alienator’s plans for them past 18 (you’ll go to college at X, and will stay here with me)

Is jealous of anything fun and memorable you do with the child (as they view the good times as a threat)

Gripes about things you’re doing as a parent to the child, but says nothing to you about it

Has outbursts around the child (extremely dramatic ones) when other parent comes to home or ķnows they are coming. Throws a fit to a point they dont even want to come because of the ramifications of leaving they dont hear about until they go back home.

Lacks a filter, spilling any adult topic into the child’s head

The de-identification of parent as childs parent.

Two extremely unfortunate but common tactics an alienating parent will use to further damage the child’s connection to the targeted parent is to:

The aggrieved, victimized (in his or her eyes), brainwashing parent can’t stand the thought of the targeted parent being in the child’s life.

So since labels and words matter so much in a child’s world, a quick way to devalue that parent is to label them with "your Mother". So they begin to relate to you as such- and with the same tone their Father would when referring to you. This is destructive behavior. Since what kids label becomes their reality, over time this causes their feelings to become at minimum muted.


All this over 9 years has my childrem question my sanity. One refuses to speak to me.  Holding on by thread for the  other who hasn't been totally brainwashed. 

Imagine this Spell...

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Walk As You Say

James 3:14-15

But if you have bitter jealousy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast and be false to the truth. This is not the wisdom that comes down from above, but is earthly, unspiritual, demonic.

Psalm 55:21

His words are as smooth as butter, but in his heart is at war.

Proverbs 26:23-25

Smooth words may hide a wicked heart, just as a pretty glaze covers a clay pot.

1 John 2:11

But the one who hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going because the darkness has blinded his eyes.

Deuteronomy 28:28-29

"The LORD will smite you with madness and with blindness and with bewilderment of heart; and you will grope at noon, as the blind man gropes in darkness, and you will not prosper in your ways; but you shall only be oppressed and robbed continually, with none to save you."

Evil hearts are experts at fooling others with their smooth speech and flattering words...

But if you look at the fruit of their lives or the follow through of their words, you will find no real evidence of godly growth or change. It’s all smoke and mirrors. (Psalms 50:19; 52:2,3; 57:4; 59:7; 101:7; Proverbs 12:5; 26:23–26; 26:28; Job 20:12; Jeremiah 12:6; Matthew 26:59; Acts 6:11–13; Romans 16:17,18; 2 Corinthians 11:13,14; 2 Timothy 3:2–5; 3:13; Titus 1:10,16).

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The Bible has some strong words for those whose actions do not match their talk (1 John 3:17,18; Jeremiah 7:8,10; James 1:22, 26)

◄ Jeremiah 7:24 ►

"Yet they did not obey or incline their ear, but walked in their own counsels and in the stubbornness of their evil heart, and went backward and not forward

Jeremiah 9:3 ►

"They bend their tongue like their bow; Lies and not truth prevail in the land; For they proceed from evil to evil, And they do not know Me," declares the LORD

And everyone who has given up houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or property, for my sake, will receive a hundred times as much in return and will inherit eternal life.

Three Fingers Pointing Back to You 👈👈👈


Why we see the bad in others rather than ourself??

Where there is a mirror, we must look at it with new eyes....

Maybe you know the saying, "When you point one finger, there are three fingers pointing back to you."  Jesus had a version of this wisdom when he said, "Don't focus on the speck in your brother's eye while ignoring the log in your own eye."  When cruel accusations fly, we all need to hear the voice of reason that says, "Look in the mirror, mister.  You might just be talking about yourself."

Do not judge and criticize and condemn others, so that you may not be judged and criticized and condemned yourselves. For just as you judge and criticize and condemn others, you will be judged and criticized and condemned, and in accordance with the measure you [use to] deal out to others, it will be dealt out again to you.

— Matthew 7:1-2

I believe that pointing a finger at someone in judgment is often the way some people cover up their own weaknesses. Their theory seems to be, “Judge others before they have a chance to judge you.”

We all know what it's like to get caught up in the heat of the moment.  When we cannot bear to see something painful in ourselves, we want to get rid of it.  We want to relocate the ugliness we feel about ourselves and put it into someone else.   We say those bad feelings do not apply to us; they apply to someone else.

The fancy psychoanalytic term for this unconscious process is PROJECTIVE IDENTIFICATION.  We get rid of the unwanted feelings (projection) and identify them as belonging to someone else (identification).  I call it the "shame relocation plan."

Then let us no more criticize and blame and pass judgment on one another, but rather decide and endeavor never to put a stumbling block or an obstacle or a hindrance in the way of a brother.

-Romans 14:10, 12–13

Who are we? We’re God’s people. As Christians, we’re part of one family—God’s family. And He wants us to love and protect our family members, friends, etc. Instead of judging them.

Here is a prayer you can use to overcome judjment.

God, so often I’ve compared myself to others and judged them. I know that’s wrong. In the powerful name of Jesus Christ, I ask You to help me defeat every evil, judgmental thought that Satan throws at me.

AMEN!!!

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Old Souls - Count Me In


An old soul is a special person – one who lives life a little bit differently. To put it simply, an old soul is one that has reincarnated many times, as opposed to a younger, fresher soul that may be walking this Earth for the first time ever.

Old souls tend to have different attitudes, habits, temperaments and frankly, they’re just old at heart. Because of this, old souls tend to have pretty universal problems in life.

Old souls love spending time alone.

Old souls tend to be more introverted than their younger counterparts. They find strength in solitude and are often very comfortable with themselves.

As a result, they may not enjoy doing things like hitting the bars or going clubbing. This is one area where old souls seem “boring” to younger ones, but they don’t feel boring.

Old souls attract people.

Old souls often attract people to them for their wisdom and good humor, but often times, the consequence of that is that their energies are drained. Old souls tend to be extremely empathic people, meaning lots of attention and interaction tends to drain them.

Old souls tend to be loners.

Old souls like developing meaningful relationships with people.

As a result, you won’t likely see them going to a rager of a party.

Instead, they prefer one on one interactions or small groups of friends together.

They prefer to spend their energy building a tight knit circle.

Old souls are forgiving.

Old souls don’t hold grudges. They realize that staying mad and holding grudges is like drinking a poison and expecting the other person to get a tummy ache. They realize that we’re all connected, we’re all one, and that by being forgiving, they raise the vibration of the world.

Old souls are easy going people.

Sadly, this is one feature of old souls that lets them get taken advantage of the most.

Old souls aren’t usually controlling and mostly they just want to see folks having a good time.

This makes them easy targets of energy vampires and narcissists.

Their decisions aren’t often taken seriously.

Old souls have a powerful intuition, built up over tens or hundreds, maybe even thousands of lives lived since the beginning of mankind.

Their intuition is sharp and they make informed decisions based on it. Some of those decisions may seem to make absolutely no sense, but old souls rely on something beyond simple logic.

There are a lot of differences between young souls and old souls, but always remember that everyone has value, no matter the age of their soul.

❤❤❤❤Treat everyone with respect and we can shift the vibration of the world.❤❤❤❤❤

Sunday, November 29, 2015

The Craving Behind The Craving - It's Spiritual

Addiction is a spiritual disease. It is a thirst, quench, hunger, or starvation for some type of fulfillment or wholeness in a person’s life. People who become addicted to something or another either have an initial void of spirituality, a innate higher drive for a spiritual connection, or a combination of the two.

When listening to many speakers over the years it is quite apparent that the first time the person uses their drug of choice, it significantly alters their consciousness to the point that addiction is inevitable.

People who become addicted certainly share the same behavior in indulging in alcohol and drugs that help fill their spiritual void. The craving behind the craving refers to looking beyond the desire to use the drug, but rather the desire of the spiritual connection.

In an unofficial collegiate study, a graduate student surveyed about 200 people including students, professors, and staff in regards to the reasons why they use alcohol. The student provided a checklist of ten reasons why the person uses and they could check off however many applied. The results showed that 100-percent of the people in the survey checked off the box marked, “I like the feeling.” Every single person that drinks alcohol does so because they like the feeling. Which made me dig deeper into examining exactly what is this feeling that everyone craves?

Using personal experience along with talking with others that are actively using or in early recovery, we came up with a list of our own in describing the feeling of being drunk or being high:

1. Everything makes sense / I just get it……………………………….…(Moment of clarity)
2. I just relax and not worry about all the stressors of life………(Inner peace)
3. Everything is better – food, people, jokes, experiences…….(Euphoria)

4. I understand people better / love for everyone………………..(Interconnection/oneness)
5. Not worried about minor things / Content in moment….….(Being present)
6. Freedom from self-criticism and anxiety …………..……………..(True self)
7. No judgments about anyone……………………………………………..(Unconditional love)

In reviewing the list, you see that it is the exact same feelings of a spiritual moment. This proves it is not the drug we are craving, we are craving the feeling the drug provides. The drug is just a tool to help us reach that spiritual connection.

If I am dehydrated, I am going to drink water or fluids that help replenish what missing. If I am starving, I am going to eat some food that brings energy and life back into my body to restore what was missing. If I am spiritually starving, and have not yet identified that unfulfilled need, I am likely to indulge in a drink, a joint, or a pill that will temporarily revitalize all these things that have been depleted.

Emotional/Intellectual Honesty

I think I've finally found the description of what I've been meaning to describe as the most damaging one can do to self and in turn others, when not in tune with these type of emotions.

It is what essentially causes PEOPLE TO HURT OTHER PEOPLE.

Emotional Honesty

Emotional Honesty is our capacity to consciously feel our true feelings, our true emotions, as we experience them in our body.

Intellectual Honesty

Intellectual honesty aids emotional honesty by helping us make sure that what we base our beliefs on, and therefore our responses, is true.

Intellectual honesty therefore helps us to be more emotionally honest. If we are not intellectually honest, if we don’t discover the facts of our predicament, we can generate emotions that are not appropriate in the context of external reality. If we then act on these emotions, even by expressing them, then we run the very likely risky result of doing violence onto others and creating suffering because the external world is likely not deserving of our reaction — which, had we been more patient and intellectually honest about the facts of a situation, we could have avoided.

***Reciprocally, BEING ABLE TO FEEL our true feelings and work through painful ones helps us assess reality more honestly. It can also make or break any marriage or serious relationship. ***

If we are not emotionally honest then we will be less intellectually honest because we’ll have unconscious emotions governing our decisions, opinions, and thoughts. This is based on some interesting science, which I mention just below. This affects us and those around us. We are  more prone to acting out our pain onto others via the maxim, “hurt people hurt others.”

It happens so much more than we take time to think about. And, in my experience, did not understand this soon enough to be able to salvage such damaging outcomes of long term relationships.

I had been in a very difficult 13 year marriage where subconscious hurt feelings were brought forth into the relationship, unresolved, thus causing one to project anger, frustration, and hurt onto the other person. This is essentially damaging, and, what has to be realized here is that what one carries can cause the other to take on blame, unnecessary verbal attacks and slander which really has nothing to do with them in the first place. It becomes a home with now two very disconnected people who have attempted to love, do not know what to do with their feelings, and certainly could not reciprocate love in the manner to which both were just not capable of doing together.

I CANNOT STRESS HOW VERY DIFFICULT THESE EXPERIENCES WERE FOR ME.

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Modern neuroscience informs us that most of our decisions and beliefs are emotionally driven. For this reason, emotional honesty, and emotional process work to heal and reduce our painful feelings, is crucial for intellectual honesty.

In other words, many people won’t be intellectually honest, not because the facts are obscure, but because they don’t want to believe the truth due to a fear of feeling pain, even if it’s the death of their illusions. So, if we can accept that “the truth hurts,” and adjust accordingly, we stand to be more intellectually honest, more in alignment with reality, and ultimately more productive, effective, joyful, and helpful. These positives usually come after we make peace with the truth, become more grounded, and adjust our lives appropriately.

In one sense, all of our feelings are true because they exist. However, just because we feel something, doesn’t mean that what we assume from our feelings is true.

For example, because I feel upset at you doesn’t mean that you deserve it or that you actually did anything to justify my upset.

To find out if my interpretation of my feeling is accurate, I can exercise critical thinking to find out if what I believe about what upset me is true. If I find out you didn’t eat the half a watermelon I was saving and I just missed seeing it in the back of the fridge (which, if you know me, is utterly likely!), then my feeling, while true for me, was not true in its assumption and projection onto you.

I want to mention a point about emotional healing - in the context of emotional honesty.
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If we haven’t done some core emotional wound work, we really can’t be as loving as we’d like because when our buttons are constantly pushed we tend to shut-out what triggered us, thus limiting our outreach, our love in action. ********************************
BINGO. ROOT OF ALL THAT IS SO WRONG. AND SO DAMAGING.

What’s more, dealing intimately with our own heartaches fosters compassion and empathy in us for others that suffer (which is everyone). When we can accept our own pain and wade through our griefs until they run clear, then we can extend our love to a world that suffers.

****When we don’t do this personal work, we miss a lot of suffering because when external painful events trigger our unconscious pain we haven’t dealt with, we tend to defend against it and tune it out. *****

Just as we can’t heal without intellectual honesty, without emotional honesty we also can’t heal because we don’t know what we are feeling. Emotional dishonesty, therefore, shows up as a disconnect both from feeling our feelings and being conscious of them.

Indeed, intellectual and emotional dishonesty are SERIOUS coping mechanisms that allow us to keep doing what we are doing, even if it is violent, cruel, selfish, and breeds unhappiness. Both allow us to deny reality and make a mess of our lives and the planet. They prevent us from waking up and from real transformation.

Such people perhaps don’t realize that goodness and abundance can be found honestly and that alleviating isn’t achieved by ignorance but by embracing it, so that ***violence is prevented and love in action is promoted.***

Our experience and awareness of both our intellect and feelings must therefore be as honest as possible to maximize emotional healing, and ultimately our spirituality. If they are not — which is likely because we have come to convince ourselves that aspects of our false self, including its many beliefs, are true — then hopefully we do have just enough honesty and intelligence, courage and care, to begin to notice where we are not being honest in both heart and mind.

This begins a spiral up rather than down into more delusion and suffering, so we can more readily unravel our false sense of self in order to allow our better humanity to emerge. This true sense of self is not only the absence of heal-able heartache and all its dark spots inside us, but our full-functioning self imbued with the inner psycho-spiritual riches, what I call our Finer Jewels of Being Human, that we rescue from clearing out our hearts.

Let’s consider an example to illustrate intellectual and emotional honesty so far.

Say a blogger says, “I love animals,” and it turns out that he also eats meat. What a hypocrite, right? Especially if you’re an animal rights activist, as I am, right? Well, many jump to this conclusion without thinking it through, thereby creating the very violence they are railing against. This is a perfect example of what is often the projection and displacement of one’s own disowned violence.

Applying critical thinking, we can deduce that maybe there is a good reason that he eats meat. And, maybe he isn’t happy about it either. But we’d have to ask some questions first to become intellectually informed.

For example, it’s possible that he does love animals and it might also be possible that he needs to eat meat to sustain his health. In fact, upon further discovery we find out that he can’t digest vegetable protein (a real-life problem for some people), so meat is his mainstay. So, he can both love animals and eat meat without being a hypocrite.

However, it may also pain him some to eat meat from animals that he loves.

Now, if this fellow is intellectually honest he would need to verify through self-reflection that indeed he loves animals. To be intellectually honest about this he would have to also be emotionally honest and allow himself to feel his love for animals. He would also have to admit by way of intellectual honesty that killing animals doesn’t support his love of them.

His intellectual honesty would also acknowledge that he eats animals not because he wants to promote their killing, but because he needs to in order to get protein that he can digest. Yet, regardless of these facts, he might still feel badly, and rather than shut out those feelings because he is justified, further emotional honesty allows him to feel any sadness, remorse, and guilt as a result of his need and actions.

Eventually, through some process around this, he might come to a natural resolve without having had to deny aspect of his heart and mind. Indeed, this is how real growth happens, honestly. We have to struggle with things some, and if struggling for difficult truths in mind and heart is too tough for you, the option to believe dishonest spiritual slogans to live in a bliss bubble of magical beliefs and denial can be just as diminishing, if not more so.

Now, if you were one to jump all over this meat-eating, animal-loving blogger guy, would you also be able to be intellectually honest enough — by not letting your own ego get the best of you — to correct yourself, maybe even apologize? Would you be emotionally honest enough to feel and be with any remorse, sadness, and self-disappointment that came up in yourself, and be able to learn and grow from it?

These same dynamics of self-correction are what would also allow major corporations to admit they are wrong, to see they do violence, to change their ways. It’s only reasonable that we should set the example, right? We can each day with ourselves, with our family, and with the land — through our actions. This is honest, grounded spirituality in action.

AMEN! 

I want to thank Jack Adam Weber L.Ac., Dipl. C.H., contributing Writer for Wake Up World for this article, to which I've added in my own experiences into it that relate so very much to the cause of my past pain and suffering, which was unnecessary had I understood this.



Saturday, November 14, 2015

WE - The AWAKE

We are AWAKE because we are strong !

We are AWAKE because we can bear the burden !

We are AWAKE because our life experiences have lead us to this moment !

We are AWAKE because we are love !

Our beast of burden is being awake. It’s torturous and hard to take No rhyme or reason does it all make When everything we hold dear is at stake?  

The intuits, the seers, the artists, the poets...The writers, the empaths that critically think Who discard the garbage media, poisoned food, fluoridated drink...That can see the Titanic sink ?

We reject the theft of our bodies and of our souls -  No nano fibres, no smart dust, no mind control...

  
Time and experience has sliced open.  the Awakened Ones To life’s brutal reality -

The duality Of goodness and light Fighting cowardly evil that’s out of sight...  Like HAARP tearing open our Mother Ripping her innards Her innards are our own - We feel her groans.

 The Chemtrails that smother,  Stop harming our Mother! The Awakened are Mother’s Nepalese Sherpas,

 We carry her bags, she is battered, she is ill We will not lay still While predators try and kill Her…. 

 For those who sleep,  Not a peep .The silence they keep-  The entrenched stance of denial so deep ...

Tacit compliance Perpetuates the violence - We need brass balls Or nothing will matter at all !

We will have no breath which to intake, Pennies for redemption,  Too late to make -

  Everything we cherish Will perish,   Silent calling People are falling,  Our lost Blue Heaven….

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Dear Ordinary Human...(PLEASE READ)

You may have believed the fairy-tale that life is a constant struggle to get what you want, in a continuous state of  neediness, all the while trying hard to tame your inner wild creature, in order to fit into a normalized (or may I suggest, bastardized?) society.

You may have even successfully adapted to this Matrix and feel like you have somehow “made it” — into an imaginary hierarchy of worthy humans, usually measured by the amount of objects they possess and how far on the materialistic hall of fame they have advanced.  But Truth is a resilient warrior and it keeps crashing into us at the most inconvenient times. It knocks — gentle, smart, motherfucker and firm, at the door of our delusion.

It’s easier to hear its voice early in the morning, before the world wakes up to dim your vision — or late at night, when you can’t sleep with so much unattended demon growling in the closet. And it’s uncomfortable. Can’t even use a pillow. 

Truth pushes you down the stairs of your perception and locks you in the basement of your heart, and in that brief five desperate minutes, between the darkness and the dawn, suspended over everything you wish for and everything you think you are, you get dim flashlights of a life you’ve never tasted, but then why does it feel more real than this one? 

This is one of your many first encounters with your abnormal, extraordinary, truest nature. The Person, Living Breath that came before the Thing, the Subject born before the Object.  Awakening to your true nature is like a gentle hurricane. You have no idea where it started or how it found you — you just wake up one day in the burning heart of paradox, and realize that you are not a mere guardian or administrator of your life, but your own Co-Founder, CEO and Chief Executive Creator. 

And you can make things come and go, appear and disappear, fly or stay. Nobody, nothing owns you anymore. Superhero science has taught me this: Entire universes fit comfortably inside our skulls. Not just one or two but endless universes can be packed into that dark, wet, and bony hollow without breaking it open from the inside. The space in our heads will stretch to accommodate them all. 

The real doorway to the fifth dimension was always right here. Inside. That infinite interior space contains all the divine, the alien, and the unworldly we’ll ever need.

— Grant Morrison

 The reason why we’re fascinated with superheroes is because they are a metaphor of our own selves. Everything  we love and  hate is a reflection of something we already are — in fact or in potential. Our brain is incapable of taking in that which it cannot comprehend. In order to understand anything, anyone — from the simplest concept to the most complicated person — you first need to “make it yours.” 

Every cognition is but a re-cognition. Every thought is in part an appropriation. Every You is already a bit me Me and every Me is, in part, You.

So, when we become acquainted with the life-altering truth that we are connected to the creative motor of the universe, that we’ve been given a brief piece of living canvas to leave our unique footprint on, and that we are in fact the saviors we’ve been waiting for, here’s what the trailer of our lifetime movie sounds like: 

In an ordinary, worn-out world that worships plastic, nature-killing things over heart-beating creation; that crowns flesh puppets with absurd, meaningless, made up titles which somehow give them the right to control our reality, redistribute our natural wealth and misuse our personal power… 

In a world that bows and pledges superficial allegiance to psycho alien robot icons that pass for people — scrolling itself to sleep on pixel pills, seduced by brain-washed entertainment, addicted to life-altering mutant “food”…

In this seemingly hopeless, agonizing world, an ordinary group of  people with extraordinary powers will rise to rage against decay, and jump off the cliffs of insanity with creativity as their only parachute. They will refuse to support the soul-sucking Matrix with their time, effort, money, mind, voice and dreams. Instead, they’ll reimagine and rebuild a world that doesn’t need to be controlled or saved, seduced or manipulated.

Because, just like them, it will run on its own intrinsic power to create, and the belief that yes, they can.  And by the way, there’s nothing you can do to stop them… but you might find it hard not to become them.  Now playing at your local mental theater.To watch, click on your eyes. 

And here are the top superpowers we, Homo Creative Sapiens, have just realized were ours since the beginning of the world, which we can use both ways, in peaceful self-defense, as well as to creatively rebuild a life that doesn’t run on death. The following list is just an excerpt, quoted from our Superhero Manual I managed to get my hands on, to aid with this investigation.

For a more comprehensive version, check with your Higher Self.

1. The Power of Awareness. 

Open your eyes. Look at yourself. Notice the world around you. Observe life. Study aliveness. Breathe in your raw, individable essence. Stare at a wall until you find a way through or around it. Your full presence is the only state in which you can accomplish anything worthwhile.

2. The Power of Choice. 

You don’t work for anyone other than your higher self. Other hierarchies are just imitation. Slavery begins in the mind and it consists in choosing to believe that you have no choice. Choice is the on/off button of our power. Every second of our life is really, just a choice to live it one way or another. There is no ultimate reality. We choose that reality time after time, based on one belief or another, which we also have the power to choose or un-choose. The molten lava at the heart of life is nothing but raw energy. It’s up to us the way we let it burn us.

3. The Power of Originality. 

Whatever you do, “there’s no one you-er than you.” So don’t try to be Batman if you were bitten by a spider. Your ultimate power resides precisely in being faithful to your own essence. You can only touch the extraordinary with your own fingerprints. Don’t compare yourself to other superheroes. If you are here, it means there was a universal demand for you. Scientifically speaking you are as improbable as it gets. This type of alignment doesn’t just happen. You are the universe expressing itself in a unique, unrepeatable way. You haven’t happened before and you will never happen again. Don’t underestimate yourself. You are not a rehearsal.

4. The Power of Purpose. 

We are meaning-making machines. We have the extraordinary ability to create purpose (and pretty much everything else) out of raw energy. And this purpose generates meaning, and this meaning helps us make sense of our life, and it connects us to the whole and helps us realize how we fit in the bigger picture, along with other superheroes. And  this power can be used as a flashlight too, when crawling through our darkest tunnels, because what won’t kill us, will help us generate in turn, more purpose, meaning and more reasons to create. So what’s your manifesto?

5. The Power of Honesty. 

This is a tough one, dear Hero, because it runs on courage. You can’t face your own truth and as a result save yourself, let alone others, without the courage to see yourself for what you are, in both your glory and your misery, your darkness and your light, the entire, indivisible whole equation of You. Look in the mirror. Put your demons on the table. Love what you see and use it all to your benefit.

6. The Power of Spirit. 

You don’t have to be religious to be spiritual. There are all kinds of faith to match each and every superhero in us. The point is, find your god. Whatever it is, whatever form it comes in, find your holy ground. It must be greater than you, enough to make you fall down on your knees and weep and be in awe, and realize you’re great but small, and you cannot survive even one day without the greater power running through your veins. There’s vulnerability in Spirit. And there’s Spirit in you. Don’t let cynicism eat you alive. It’s when Spirit is free to move through you that miracles are free to happen.

7. The Power of Beauty. 

Superheros don’t dig this one. During the first years of following their call, they love to wear masks. They think they’re being cautious and protective of their mission, but really, they’re afraid. Greatness is worse than ghosts. It scares the shit out of our people. This is every superhero’s weakness — not kryptonite or anti-heroes — but their own beauty. I know you are embarrassed to even say the word out loud. I wish you understood that beauty saves. Authentic beauty awakens the beauty in others. I wish you removed your plastic face and showed me both, your dead scars and your glory. We are liberated by contemplating our magical reflection in other imperfect mirrors. Your not-enoughness might be good enough for me.

8. The Power of Healing. 

You are your own doctor. You’d think this would be obvious by now, but so often Superheroes like us, doubt their own powers and rely on superficial charlatans, gadgets or artifacts to save them from themselves. A true healer helps you heal yourself. And you do so by first becoming aware of that Self (go back to #1 — all roads lead back to Rome). Sickness (of mind and body and spirit) doesn’t happen by chance. It’s not natural — health and aliveness are. So if you’re sick the first thing you should look for is the cause, not kill the symptoms. Your pain is a messenger. Don’t silence it. Instead, stare back into the darkness and fix the real problem. You already come equipped with this self-healing superpower. Your body knows exactly what to do. You just need to give it the space and time it needs to get itself together. Just remember the Bullshit Test for Healers found on page 1,943 of our Superhero Manual: Whoever guides you along your road to healing, must, in the same breath, guide you back to yourself. Ultimately, only you can switch yourself back to life. 

9. The Power of Resilience.

 You can’t give up on something that your heart is still rooting for, no matter how hard the fall is. Your heart is your ultimate master. It knows the things the mind doesn’t yet have an answer for. It leads the way out of your darkest moments. It’s your one and only Chief of Staff. You are built to thrive under any circumstances as long as you use your heart as the compass. You’re not a victim, not even a survivor, you’re a creator, damnit.

10. The Power of Creativity. Creativity is your operating system. It’s a free app that came with your original superhero software. It’s your intrinsic individual ability to face and respond to the uncertainty and mysteries of life, your essential human birthright, your fuel for rebelling against decay, your irregular heartbeats and your mind’s engine. It is the basic force of life, right after love. You are creatively responsible for the effective use of all your other superpowers.

11. The Power of Love. Yes: L O V E !!!💕

 “At the risk of sounding ridiculous, let me say that real revolutionaries are guided by a great feeling of love,” said once El Che Guevara. "All your superpowers are worthless without kindness. If you can’t see the God in others, it means you’ve missed it in yourself."

Love is perhaps the first and foremost superpower. We like to leave it for the end, so we remember. Love is the most primordial revolution of the spirit. It’s the first breath of life, our first true state of being. It saves, mostly because it is the only element in the universe that exists in and of itself. Everything else has a reason, a point, a purpose, a plan to get your Superhero ass from A to B. Love’s ultimate reason is “Because.” 

Unlike all the other superpowers you’ve been gifted, love is the only one that has no possible logical explanation or whose deepest essence cannot answer to Why. “It believes all things, hopes for all things, waits for all things and endures all things.” (1 Corinthians 13).

 Do you know when exactly you stop being a child and sweep your superpowers under the rug of disbelief? The moment you cease to believe that you are loved and as such, capable of anything. They call this sad realization adulthood, but really, it’s just death, disguised as seriousness… Your inner child understands that life — which runs on love and feasts on creativity — is on your side, and the whole universe conspires with you, not against you, to help you spread that wild, messy, crazy love through your own story. I say it’s time to realize that our inner superhero hopeful child never died, and he or she still owns powers more useful and life-changing than flying or shooting spiderweb around. Powers that, if understood, practiced and used, can shatter our stagnant perception of a victimized reality and help us re-create ourselves from the inside out. 

In any case, dear Extraordinary and Abnormal Human Thing with Eyes,  The point is that you’re needed, wanted, missed on Earth… I’m just a wordy messenger they sent to ask you to put your cape back on and come the hell back home.   {HOMO CREATIVE SAPIENS}    

Follow your heart:

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The 9 Veils Placed on EVERY Human Soul

The 9 Veils Placed On Every Human Soul  in5d in 5d
Nearly a decade ago, a dear friend and colleague of mine named Don Harkins authored a wonderfully thought-provoking piece entitled “Slavery and the Eight Veils”. Prior to Harkins’ untimely death, we discussed this “Eight-veils theory” for literally hours together – and in the end, Don asked me to write a piece about this for his newspaper, “The Idaho Observer.”  He did this, because I had shared much of my research with Don, and we together came to the conclusion that in reality, there were actually NINE veils placed on the human soul (i.e. intelligence), and that spiritual progression and thus a full knowledge of TRUTH would require the piercing of these Nine Veils.
I joked with Don that this topic would take an entire edition of The Idaho Observer, and then it would only scratch the surface.  That was one of Don’s editorial talents – taking a complex story and compressing it to a more readable format.   In memory of Don Harkins, here is the writing we discussed, in as compressed a format as possible.
WHY NINE VEILS INSTEAD OF EIGHT 
Any dedicated seeker of truth eventually stumbles upon the incredible symmetry and structure of mathematics, which is especially true in fractal geometry involving the integers 1-9.  For a most basic example, just take a look at these nine equations:
(1 x 8) + 1= 9
(12 x 8) + 2 = 98
(123 x 8) + 3 = 987
(1234 x 8) + 4 = 9876
(12345 x 8) + 5 = 98765
(123456 x 8) + 6 = 987654
(1234567 x 8) + 7 = 9876543
(12345678 x 8) + 8 = 98765432
(123456789 x 8) + 9 = 987654321
Amazing, isn’t it?  I find it very interesting, furthermore, that all of the great philosophers in history such as Archimedes, Copernicus, Socrates, and DaVinci all were mathematicians first and foremost.   I submit that everything from biblical prophecy to DNA strands are built and based on quite simple mathematical formulas and patterns – but I am getting ahead of the story, for understanding the role of mathematics is in itself one of the nine hidden veils.
Consider also the so-called “mystery schools” of antiquity.  In shadowy temples in Sumer and Babylon – the Kabbalah showed the way to the ultimate “Holy of Holies” – the re-veil-a-tions (revelation, i.e. the parting of the veils) of life, the creation, of God and when embraced in honor and truth, the very Origins of Man.  This involved systematically piercing and embracing 9 levels of understanding or “Truth Plateaus” before finally entering “Nirvana” (or the ultimate unity with God) as depicted in modern “tracing boards”.
Like a giant Sudoku Puzzle board, the human experience we call life truly revolves around the numbers 1 – 9 in so many remarkable ways.  Everything has a place in the system, and everything fits neatly and precisely in the eternal grid of time and space.  This then, is but one definition of Truth – hidden, arcane knowledge that fits completely in the mathematical grid called logic.  Yeshua (aka Jesus of Nazareth) declared this to His disciples: “Ye shall know the Truth, and the Truth shall set you free.”
WHY CAN’T PEOPLE SEE THE TRUTH?
This question is best answered by Don Harkins’ wise words written in 2001:
“Over the last several years I have evolved and discarded several theories in an attempt to explain why it is that most people cannot see truth — even when it smacks them in the face. Those of us who can see “the conspiracy” have participated in countless conversations amongst ourselves that address the frustration of most peoples´ inability to comprehend the extremely well-documented arguments which we use to describe the process of our collective enslavement and exploitation. The most common explanation to be arrived at is that most people just “don´t want to see” what is really going on.
Extremely evil men and women who make up the world´s power-elite have cleverly cultivated a virtual pasture so grass green that few people seldom, if ever, bother to look up from where they are grazing long enough to notice the brightly colored tags stapled to their ears.
The same people who cannot see their enslavement for the pasture grass have a tendency to view as insane “conspiracy theorists” those of us who can see the past the farm and into the parlor of his feudal lordship´s castle.
Finally, I understand why.
It´s not that those who don´t see that their freedom is vanishing under the leadership of the power-elite “don´t want to see it” — they simply can´t see what is happening to them because of the unpierced veils that block their view.
All human endeavors are a filtration process. Sports are one of the best examples. We play specific sports until we get kicked off the playground. The pro athletes we pay big bucks to watch just never got kicked off the playground. Where millions of kids play little league each spring, they are filtered out until there are about 50 guys who go to the World Series in October.
Behind the first veil: There are over 7 billion people on the planet. Most of them live and die without having seriously contemplated anything other than what it takes to keep their lives together. Ninety percent of all humanity will live and die without having pierced the first veil.”
Indeed it can be said that less than 1% of the world’s 7 billion humans ever pierce all nine veils, and it would appear that even this small minority is ever-shrinking.  In order to keep the “virtual pasture” green, the global elite also successfully bribe many who have pierced multiple veils, in order to misdirect others who may be approaching truth in many areas.  I call this simply intellectual prostitution – selling the birthright of Universal Truth for a worthless mess of pottage.  The gilded glitz of wealth, fame and social elevation have seduced many a gifted intellectual.
With full credit given to Don Harkins, here now are the newly updated “Nine Veils”.  in5d in 5d
With full credit given to Don Harkins, here now are the newly updated “Nine Veils”.
The first veil: Ten percent of us will pierce the first veil and find the world of politics. We will vote, become active and develop an opinion. Our opinions will be shaped by the physical world around us; we will have been “conditioned” from our days in public education to accept that government officials, network media personalities and other “experts” are the primary voices of authority. Ninety percent of the people in this group will live and die without having pierced the third veil.
The second veil: Ten percent of us will also pierce the second veil to explore the world of history, the relationship between man and government and the meaning of self-government through constitutional and common law. Ninety percent of the people in this group will live and die without having pierced the third veil.
The third veil: Ten percent of those who pierce the second veil, will eventually pierce the third veil to conclusively find that the resources of the world, including people, are controlled by extremely wealthy and powerful families whose incorporated old world assets have, with modern extortion strategies, become the foundation upon which the entire world´s economy is currently indebted. Ninety percent of the people in this group will live and die without having pierced the fourth veil.
The fourth veil: Ten percent will then pierce the fourth veil to discover the Illuminati,Freemasonry, and the other secret societies. These societies use symbols and perform ceremonies that perpetuate the generational transfers of arcane knowledge that is used to keep the ordinary people in political, economic and spiritual bondage to the oldest bloodlines on earth. Ninety percent of the people in this group will live and die without having pierced the fifth veil.
The fifth veil: Ten percent will progress to pierce the fifth veil to learn that the secret societies are so far advanced technologically that time travel and interstellar communications have no boundaries and controlling the very thoughts and even the very actions of people is what their members do as offhandedly as we tell our children when they must go to bed.  As in the days of Noah, this technology is even creating synthetic life forms, as man seeks to displace God.  Ninety percent of the people in this group will live and die without having pierced the sixth veil.
The sixth veil: Ten percent will progress to pierce the sixth veil where we learn the dragons and lizards and aliens we thought were the fictional monsters of childhood literature are real indeed and are in reality the actual controlling forces behind the secret societies uncovered in the fourth veil. Ninety percent of the people in this group will live and die without piercing the seventh veil.
The seventh veil: Ten Percent will progress to pierce the 7th veil where the incredible world offractal geometry and the universal law of numbers will be fully understood and embraced.  The creative force of the entire universe will be shown to be linked to numerical code formulas and sequences, and all “mysteries” including the very fabric of time, space, parallel universes, and access therein is unlocked.  Those whose intellects allow them to pierce the seventh veil often succumb to the lure and promise of massive wealth offered by the ruling elite, and thus over ninety percent of the people in this group will live and die without piercing the eighth veil.
The eighth veil: Piercing the eighth veil reveals God and the pure energy known as LOVE that is the pure life force in all living things – which are one and the same.  Deep-seated Humility is needed in order to ever pierce this veil.
The ninth veil: Piercing the ninth veil means perfecting the pure energy known as love and thereby becoming truly one with God and His/Her formulations.  By perfecting this pure energy, one then fully embraces charity and therein gains full understanding of the universal plan of sacrifice, death, and redemption; life itself then becomes complete and one truly comes full circle and looks at the world through the eyes of an innocent child, yet with the deepest wisdom born of pure LOVE from the eighth veil.
Consider this: If this theory is correct, there are only about 60,000 people on the planet who have successfully pierced the sixth veil. The irony here is too incredible: Those who are stuck behind veils one through five have little choice but to view the people who have pierced the veils beyond them as dangerously insane. With each veil pierced, exponentially shrinkingnumbers of increasingly enlightened people are deemed insane by exponentially increasingmasses of decreasingly enlightened people.
Adding to the irony, the harder a “sixth or better veiler” tries to explain what he is able to see to those who can’t, the more insane he appears to them.  This truth is self-evident.  Moreover, institutions such as the venerable “Southern Poverty Law Center” are formed and financed by the ruling elite to effectively label many such awakened individuals “hate-mongers” and “terrorists”.
OUR ENEMY, THE STATE
Behind the first two veils we find the great majority of people on the planet. They are tools of the state: Second veilers are the gullible voters whose ignorance justify the actions of politicians who send untold millions of first veilers off to die in foreign lands as cannon fodder — their combined stations in life are simply to believe that the self-serving machinations of the power-elite are matters of national security and are worth dying for.
Third, fourth, fifth and sixth veilers are of increasing liability to the state because of their decreasing ability to be used as tools to consolidate power and wealth of the many into the hands of the power-elite few. It is common also, for these people to sacrifice more of their relationships with friends and family, their professional careers and personal freedom with each veil they pierce.