Sunday, August 5, 2018

Brainwashing Your Children. NARCISSIST STYLE.

Brainwashing. NARCISSIST STYLE.

Brainwashing is how the alienating parent teaches the child the program of hate. It’s the application of the program. Brainwashing “is a process that occurs over a period of time and usually involves the repetition of the programme (content, themes, beliefs) until the subject responds with (attitudinal, behavioral) and compliance.

PROGRAM HAS FINALIZED...

What about the alienating parent, who uses a combination of fear, lies, flattery and gratification of material desires to win over their child, and whose sense of entitlement and desire to control the child is greater than the desire to nurture and care for the child? The parents who try to alienate their child from the other parent subtlely or overtly convey a three-part message to the child:


- I am the only parent who loves you and you need me to feel good about yourself

- The other parent is dangerous and unavailable

- Pursuing a relationship with the other parent jeopardizes your relationship with me.

Alienating parents are themselves emotionally fragile, often enmeshed with the child, with needing control, knowing only how to take.




Conscious Acknowledgment Of Trauma Setups

IF I KNEW THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW ABOUT THE PROGRAMMING, TARGETING, AND THE PREMISE OF THE BEAST SYTEM FALSE OVERLAY CONSTRUCT AND THE LIES THAT BENEVOLENT FORCES HAVE PURPOSELLY KEPT HUMANITY IN A VIGILANT, PERSISTENT FEED OF LIES FOR THEIR OWN PERSONAL EVIL AGENDAS, GOALS AND PURPOSES: WE HAVE BEEN ROBBED.

- BREAK YOU DOWN SO YOU NEVER HEAL YOURSELF
-BREW IN PAIN GUILT SHAME HINDERING SELF ESTEEM SOCIAL INTERACTIONS, JOB SEEKING
-KEEPING ME FINANCIALLY UNSTABLE ( JUST ENOUGH OR BARELY TO GET BY WITH NO ONES HELP)
-SABOTAGING ANY JOBS APPLIED FOR
-TO CONTINUE FOREGOING ONGOING TRAUMA BY HANDLERS AND ANY AGENT OUTSIDERS
-SWIM OR SINK FLIGHT OR FIGHT A DAILY BATTLE
- CONSTANT ODDITIES AND EVENTS SITUATIONS THAT WERE NUMEROUS EACH DAY IN DIVERSIONS OR FLAT OUT CRAZY SHIT NO ONE WOULD UNDERSTAND SO BEST YOU DONT
-KEEP ME LOOKING LIKE I WAS MENTALLY FUCKED. I HID IT WELL.

My False Self expressing feeling in the illusion. And that is okay. Its part of healing and accepting what you know.

To recap, the first step for healing emotional pain is awareness, then consciously bringing a higher energy to the wound – the truth that you are love, compassion and the innerstanding with your True Self. No judgments.

Then the natural outcome is a change in consciousness, a broadening and deepening of awareness, and the wound organically begins to release by itself.

Until we become conscious of the wound, we can use all kinds of healing practices that can help us get relief from the symptoms of the emotional pain, but until we acknowledge the core emotional trauma, and how it has been played out in a well formatted mind control program called YOU, where every choice made that lead to a negative result replays and intensifies. It all has to br acknowledged as a FALSE CONSTRUCT ILLUSION, WITH A FALSE REALITY that you have been the player in.

The core seed of the emotional pain needs to be gently exposed with loving compassion, and then touched by the realization of the TRUTH that
we are good and have always been good. All this that has been experienced IS NOT WHO YOU ARE AND DOES NOT DEFINE YOU. This is a being,
 re-membering I Am presence, where none of this holographic computer illusion exists. YOU ARE WHOLE AND ARE PERFECT. 

WHEN DO YOU SAY "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH"?

It takes courage to turn inward and get investigatively honest about what you are really feeling (feelings are false self illusion) and acknowledge your emotional pain, another false unneccesary choice that you made real and constructed in your reality. Usually this doesn’t happen to us until we finally decide we’ve suffered enough and finally woke up to the fake illusion and circumstances that got you to this point. 


If you have found yourself here and are reading this, it is in hopes that you have felt the shift - and it is an an inner knowing that the planet is fighting unseen battles with the false overlay advanced computer simulation we call "matrix". It is  at that crucial point –the threshold in which chaos created forces are in a battle with our minds and want anything but human beings to do the one thing - awaken to consciousness, seeing what isn't real, healing what false beliefs you carried, and evolve - thus affecting humanity as a collective.  Many will not chose to awake fully. Wrapped up in all things outside of ourselves is denial of knowing Truth and further participation in the false REEL-lity will keep you in the game for good.


 I greet you with love and INNERstanding in this process to see through the veil of all that's been hidden. I acknowledge and celebrate your courage – the part of you that has said “Enough suffering -  our planet and every human being are worth it."  

WILL YOU CHOOSE TO KEEP PLAYING IN THE SIMULATED ILLUSION OR UNRAVEL THE INVERSION TO RE-MEMBER AND UNDO???



Friday, September 8, 2017

Imagine

Imagine the most powerful shock to someone having a bad day, being a general bully, expressing hate, stuck in a downward mind-set. A gun? A punch? A slap? A curse? A laugh? A smile? Or a mental hug or physical hug and true care coming from someone who’s internal space, the “temple” or “palace” has been swept clear of debris and distraction from the one true purpose which is to know the self and to live in complete and full awareness of the true self.

This itself, which is beyond all partiality, all temporary existence, all pain and suffering on the physical or mental level.

Compassion From One Spirit to Another

This was a  relationship of 5 years that we both fell for the false self gratification and temporary bliss.  It wasn't long before what surfaced was the battle swept to the side: suppressiion of the personal battles we both brought into the relationship.

In the end, compassion for one another wins.  It is re-membering peace, a True Self expression of the experience.

"Love in the deepest most genuine place in my soul is were I hold you in good memory .. I miss you Gia Cozzie. You have made a difference in my life you have taught me so much and I thank you for that."

- J


Sunday, August 27, 2017

We Work Within TheSafe Space Of Inner Presence 9/18/13

THESE MESSAGES SEEMED TO BE PLANNED FOR ME TO FIND. PLANTED IN TIME.

Article....

When we sense that we are safe, all the wounds and residues of past trauma naturally rise to the surface for energy cleansing and healing. This is what these wounded aspects have been waiting for. Energetically, whether we are conscious of it or not, when we open to the alive, alert, safe Presence within, our wounds automatically present themselves for healing.

This is why sometimes in the beginning of a relationship after we’ve been in the “honeymoon” phase for a while and we begin to feel loved and safe, our “stuff” starts to arise and all hell breaks loose in the relationship, literally.

At this point, if we would go to the Safe Space within ourselves and not expect our partner to hold it for us, we would open to the organic energy cleansing process that is always available to us. This would allow us to heal the childhood wounds that are triggered by the relationship.

SO EASY ?? NOT WHEN YOUVE HAD PARTNERS HANDLE YOU WITH SCENARIOS AND SITUATIONS THAT OF WHICH ARE / VERY THINGS YOU ARE WORKING ON FRONT YOUR PAST!!!!! THEY ADDED TO IT --- AND PLAYED ON MY WEAKNESSES TO REPEAT THE DAMAGE. ANYTHING BUT THAT.

I IGNORED. MOVED OUT. ATTEMPTED ALL THIS BUT BRING HANDLED AND ROPED IN EVERYTIME.


EACH TIME I LEFT TO GET MYSELF IN A PLACE TO BE ALONE, MY IMMUNE SYSTEM TRIGGERED TO MORGELLONS AND FULL FLEDGED SYMPTOMS. LIKE A PROGRAM WOULD DO!

Sometimes, however, the emotions can feel quite overwhelming and we need support from others to help us get in touch with our own healing energy and the energy cleansing it provides naturally.
WHAT????
SOUNDS LIKE FAIRY LAND!! WAS MEANT TO THINK I HAD ANYONE WHO GAVE A SHIT TO SUPPORT ME. HANDLERS ARENT MEANT TO EMPATHIZE. ONLY SEEK AND DESTROY!

Since it is only love that can heal, opening to your inner Safe Space is essential for healing.

Found This Article 9/17/13 - Emotional Pain –To Heal It We Need To Acknowledge It

I was grabbing at any help to get me through all this rejection blame hate judgment of character and painful incidents that didnt seem to let up. Financial burden continued. Shelter
Security and mental state of mind in jeopardy.

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Acknowledging emotional pain may seem like an obvious step in the healing process that everyone is already doing. If you’re in pain, you already know it, right?Not always. Many of us have a surprising amount of emotional trauma in our energy field that lies below our conscious awareness. In some cases we might be aware of some of the symptoms of an energetic wound within us, but we are unconscious of its deeper CAUSE – a core place of constriction where Life Force isblocked. The effects of this blockage can range from uncomfortable feelings of mild emotional pain at one end of the spectrum to severely debilitating physical and/or mental dis-ease at the more serious end of the spectrum.It is common for us to become practiced at denial of emotional pain in order to function in our lives. Unconsciously we have learned how to keep the pain at bay so we can “do” our daily lives with some kind of balance. Often, the energetic imbalance within us actually causes us to create more imbalance as an attempt to gain equilibrium. And our only awareness of this might be a sense of feeling “off” or living our lives with limited inner resources, constantly looking for something outside ourselves to “fix” us.In order to heal emotional pain, we need to invite it up into our conscious awareness. We need tocare enough about ourselves to spend time with ourselves, looking within and truly BEING with ourselves. Doing this we find an infinite Source of emotional support and wellbeing that is always available to us from within.

Kids Are Unconditionally Loving

When I got this email day after the chaos it was uplifting but just knowing how they are being used and manipulated to think of me any other way.

I had moved out, and been homeless until i was helped into getting an apartment end of Sept.