February 26 2015
TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY. OF A NEW BEGINNING. TO TRANSFORM THE EGO AS I'VE FOUND MY TRUE SELF. MY EXPERIENCE HERE HAS BEEN MISLED BY MY FALSE SELF - THE EGO, AND THE PERCEPTION IT HAD OF WHAT LOVE IS.
WHAT I FELT AND EXPRESSED AS LOVE TOWARDS OTHERS WAS DEEP, MEANINGFUL, AND FULLY PRESENT. WHAT I FELT AS LOVE DISPLAYED BY SOULS DISGUISED BY THEIR NARCISSISTIC EGO FALSE SELF WAS NOTHING CLOSE TO THAT. BUT IT WAS ALL I KNEW, SO I ACCEPTED IT. ALL THIS TIME, I WAS HURT BY THE HARDSHIP THAT I WAS TRICKED BY THEIR FALSE EGO, AND NEVER GOT REALLY FEEL NOR TO SEE WHO THE TRUE SELF THAT WAS LOST INSIDE.
I BELIEVED THEIR BEHAVIOR TOWARDS ME, ALTHOUGH PAINFUL, TO BE LOVE. IN SEEKING IT SO DESPERATELY - I BELIEVED THAT IN ORDER TO EXPERIENCE LOVE, AND NOT THE LOSS OF BEING LOVED, THAT HOW I ALLOWED MYSELF TO BE TREATED MUST BE NOT SO BAD, I MUST CONTINUE TO ALLOW IN ORDER TO NOT FEEL LOSS OF THE ONLY TYPE OF LOVE I KNEW HOW TO HOLD ONTO.
THERE CAME A DEFINITE TIME IN EACH EXPERIENCE WHERE I KNEW IN MY HEART INTUITIVELY THAT THIS WAS WRONG IN SOME WAY, BUT HAD LONG FORGOTTEN HOW TO SEEK THIS LOVE, ALONG WITH JOY AND PEACE WITHIN MYSELF, FOR I ALWAYS BELIEVED IT HAD TO COME FROM THE OUTSIDE AND BE GIVEN TO ME. AS IF TO BE EARNED.
THIS IS HOW I EXPERIENCED LOVE IN AN EGO STATE. LETTING GO OF THE FEAR OF LOSING THIS LOVE WAS HARD. TO REMOVE THAT THOUGHT MEANT TO REMOVE THE EGO FULL OF FEAR, RESENTMENTS AND PAIN. IT ALSO LEAD ME TO THE HARSH REALITY THAT MY EGO'S THINKING IN THIS MANNER **ALLOWED THESE EXPERIENCES TO CONTINUE***. FROM VICTIM OF PAIN BROUGHT UPON ME, TO THE REALIZATION THAT I ALLOWED IT, BECAME THE TURNING POINT IN SEARCH OF MY TRUE SELF.
I REALIZED THAT LOVE CANNOT BE WITHHELD, IT CANNOT BE TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU, LOVE CANNOT BE MANIPULATED, IT KNOWING ONLY A STATE OF INFINITE BLISS. I HAD NOW ADDED GUILT UPON MYSELF, GUILT FOR NOT KNOWING LOVE'S TRUE MEANING, AND BELIEVING IT WAS NOT THOSE THINGS AT ALL. BETRAYAL TO MYSELF. AT THAT POINT, I HAD NO IDEA WHO I WAS. SO HOW WAS I TO PULL MYSELF AWAY FROM THE FALSE SELF BACK ON MY JOURNEY?
THE WHAT YOU KNOW JUST BECAUSE YOU KNOW WAS DORMANT. TAKING ACTION WAS LIKE SWITCHING ON A LIGHT. MOVED ME TO A STATE OF AWARENESS TO INTUITIVELY KNOW THE NEXT STEP. AFTER SO LONG BEING STUCK IN A LOST PLACE ON MY PATH.
ONCE I RECEIVED THE VALIDATION OF AND UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT I WENT THROUGH, I REALIZED HOW IMOERTANT IT ALL WAS IN ORDER TO BRING ME BACK TO THE SOURCE. SIMPLY LETTING GO OF ANY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS - BITTERNESS, HATRED, RESENTMENTS YOU HAVE FOR THOSE INDIVIDUALS IN THOSE EXPERIENCES THAT YOU BELIEVED CAUSED YOU HARM, AND LETTING GO OF THE GUILT AND PAIN YOU CARRY IN CONDEMNING YOURSELF FOR SIMPLY WAKING UP!! THE TRUE SELF AWAKENED WITHIN TO LET ME SEE THAT IT HAD THE FALSE EGO SELF WORK AND TRICK YOU INTO ALLOWING YOU TO HAVE THOSE UNPLEASANT EXPERIENCES. BUT DID IT?
AND THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED HOW SIMPLE IT WAS TO GET UNSTUCK AND BACK ON MY PATH...REALIZE THAT EVERYTHING UP UNTIL THIS POINT IS WHERE IT IS TO BE. ACCEPT THIS, AND....
1. ACCEPT THE LESSONS THAT THE FALSE EGO PUT IN MY PATH TO EXPERIENCE!!!
2.HAVE GRATITUDE FOR THOSE EXPERIENCES!
3. OFFER FORGIVENESS TO MYSELF AND THOSE WHO I HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR TAKING PART IN THOSE EXPERIENCES!!!
FEELING OF PURE PEACE IN MY HEART.OMMMMMM....
I PUT TRUST IN KNOWING IF I LET GO - TODAY - I ALLOW MYSELF TO OPEN UP TO EXPERIENCING ANYTHING I DESIRE. IT GUIDED ME BACK TO THE PATH OF BECOMING TO WHO I REALLY AM. THE BEST GIFT OF ALL.
I HAVE GREAT THINGS TO ACHIEVE AND IT IS TIME TO GET TO WORK. I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT ARE WAITING FOR MY GUIDANCE AND COUNSEL. HELPING OTHERS. IT IS TIME.
I KNOW THAT LOVE KNOWS NO BOUNDARIES AND IS UNCONDITIONAL AND HERE WITHIN ME, ALWAYS. I SEE ALL OTHERS AND RESPECT THEIR JOURNEYS, FOR WE ARE ALL ON OUR OWN PATHS THAT WILL LEAD US ALL BACK FROM INDIVIDUALS TO ONENESS AS EACH SOUL MOVES THROUGH THEIR EXPERIENCES AND BACK TO THEIR TRUE SELF.
I AM GRATEFUL FOR THE AWAKENING TO MY PURPOSE HERE. IT IS CLEAR THAT I AM NOW GUIDED TO BECOME THE HUMANITARIAN I WAS MEANT TO BE ALL ALONG. I HAVE BEEN GUIDED TO THE TASK AT HAND.
AS I MOVE FORWARD TODAY, I FREE MYSELF FROM THE EGO THAT CARRIED HEAVY GUILT AND PAIN FOR ENABLING AND ALLOWING MYSELF TO EXPERIENCE THESE THINGS, FOR THEY WERE MEANT FOR ME AND MY JOURNEY ALL ALONG.
I SAY WITH GRATITIUDE TODAY, FEBRUARY 6, 2015, THIS AFFIRMATION:
I ASK THE SOURCE TODAY TO GUIDE MY WORDS ALL TO THOSE WHO WERE PUT ALONG MY PATH TO EDUCATE ME. TODAY I GIVE THEM THANKS. PROVIDE GRATITUDE FOR THEIR PRESENCE ALONG MY PATH FOR WHAT I HAVE LEARNED. I ASK THAT THE SOURCE ENERGY FIND THESE SOULS TODAY. OPEN THEIR CROWN CHAKRAS AND DIRECT THE WHITE LIGHT AND LOVE INTO THEIR SOULS. AT THIS TIME MAY THEY FEEL MY WORDS OF FORGIVENESS AND GRATITUDE. PLEASE GUIDE THEIR THOUGHTS TO RESONATE IN THE STATE OF NOW. SHOW THEM THEIR GIFT OF LIVING IN THE MOMENT. TO JUST BE. LET THEM FEEL THE BEAUTY AND JOY, PEACE AND LOVE THEY HAVE HAD WITHIN THEM ALL ALONG. LET THEM SEE LOVE PEACE AND JOY AROUND THEM AS THEY'VE NEVER EXPERIENCED IT BEFORE. MAY THEY NOW SEE THIS IN ALL THOSE THEY ARE IN CONTACT WITH AS WELL.
THIS STATE OF BEING IS AT IS ALL THERE IS. WITH THIS AFFIRMATION I PUT IT OUT INTO TO THE UNIVERSE TO MANIFEST WITH LOVE.
SO IT SHALL BE.
WHAT I FELT AND EXPRESSED AS LOVE TOWARDS OTHERS WAS DEEP, MEANINGFUL, AND FULLY PRESENT. WHAT I FELT AS LOVE DISPLAYED BY SOULS DISGUISED BY THEIR NARCISSISTIC EGO FALSE SELF WAS NOTHING CLOSE TO THAT. BUT IT WAS ALL I KNEW, SO I ACCEPTED IT. ALL THIS TIME, I WAS HURT BY THE HARDSHIP THAT I WAS TRICKED BY THEIR FALSE EGO, AND NEVER GOT REALLY FEEL NOR TO SEE WHO THE TRUE SELF THAT WAS LOST INSIDE.
I BELIEVED THEIR BEHAVIOR TOWARDS ME, ALTHOUGH PAINFUL, TO BE LOVE. IN SEEKING IT SO DESPERATELY - I BELIEVED THAT IN ORDER TO EXPERIENCE LOVE, AND NOT THE LOSS OF BEING LOVED, THAT HOW I ALLOWED MYSELF TO BE TREATED MUST BE NOT SO BAD, I MUST CONTINUE TO ALLOW IN ORDER TO NOT FEEL LOSS OF THE ONLY TYPE OF LOVE I KNEW HOW TO HOLD ONTO.
THERE CAME A DEFINITE TIME IN EACH EXPERIENCE WHERE I KNEW IN MY HEART INTUITIVELY THAT THIS WAS WRONG IN SOME WAY, BUT HAD LONG FORGOTTEN HOW TO SEEK THIS LOVE, ALONG WITH JOY AND PEACE WITHIN MYSELF, FOR I ALWAYS BELIEVED IT HAD TO COME FROM THE OUTSIDE AND BE GIVEN TO ME. AS IF TO BE EARNED.
THIS IS HOW I EXPERIENCED LOVE IN AN EGO STATE. LETTING GO OF THE FEAR OF LOSING THIS LOVE WAS HARD. TO REMOVE THAT THOUGHT MEANT TO REMOVE THE EGO FULL OF FEAR, RESENTMENTS AND PAIN. IT ALSO LEAD ME TO THE HARSH REALITY THAT MY EGO'S THINKING IN THIS MANNER **ALLOWED THESE EXPERIENCES TO CONTINUE***. FROM VICTIM OF PAIN BROUGHT UPON ME, TO THE REALIZATION THAT I ALLOWED IT, BECAME THE TURNING POINT IN SEARCH OF MY TRUE SELF.
I REALIZED THAT LOVE CANNOT BE WITHHELD, IT CANNOT BE TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU, LOVE CANNOT BE MANIPULATED, IT KNOWING ONLY A STATE OF INFINITE BLISS. I HAD NOW ADDED GUILT UPON MYSELF, GUILT FOR NOT KNOWING LOVE'S TRUE MEANING, AND BELIEVING IT WAS NOT THOSE THINGS AT ALL. BETRAYAL TO MYSELF. AT THAT POINT, I HAD NO IDEA WHO I WAS. SO HOW WAS I TO PULL MYSELF AWAY FROM THE FALSE SELF BACK ON MY JOURNEY?
THE WHAT YOU KNOW JUST BECAUSE YOU KNOW WAS DORMANT. TAKING ACTION WAS LIKE SWITCHING ON A LIGHT. MOVED ME TO A STATE OF AWARENESS TO INTUITIVELY KNOW THE NEXT STEP. AFTER SO LONG BEING STUCK IN A LOST PLACE ON MY PATH.
ONCE I RECEIVED THE VALIDATION OF AND UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT I WENT THROUGH, I REALIZED HOW IMOERTANT IT ALL WAS IN ORDER TO BRING ME BACK TO THE SOURCE. SIMPLY LETTING GO OF ANY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS - BITTERNESS, HATRED, RESENTMENTS YOU HAVE FOR THOSE INDIVIDUALS IN THOSE EXPERIENCES THAT YOU BELIEVED CAUSED YOU HARM, AND LETTING GO OF THE GUILT AND PAIN YOU CARRY IN CONDEMNING YOURSELF FOR SIMPLY WAKING UP!! THE TRUE SELF AWAKENED WITHIN TO LET ME SEE THAT IT HAD THE FALSE EGO SELF WORK AND TRICK YOU INTO ALLOWING YOU TO HAVE THOSE UNPLEASANT EXPERIENCES. BUT DID IT?
AND THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED HOW SIMPLE IT WAS TO GET UNSTUCK AND BACK ON MY PATH...REALIZE THAT EVERYTHING UP UNTIL THIS POINT IS WHERE IT IS TO BE. ACCEPT THIS, AND....
1. ACCEPT THE LESSONS THAT THE FALSE EGO PUT IN MY PATH TO EXPERIENCE!!!
2.HAVE GRATITUDE FOR THOSE EXPERIENCES!
3. OFFER FORGIVENESS TO MYSELF AND THOSE WHO I HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR TAKING PART IN THOSE EXPERIENCES!!!
FEELING OF PURE PEACE IN MY HEART.OMMMMMM....
I PUT TRUST IN KNOWING IF I LET GO - TODAY - I ALLOW MYSELF TO OPEN UP TO EXPERIENCING ANYTHING I DESIRE. IT GUIDED ME BACK TO THE PATH OF BECOMING TO WHO I REALLY AM. THE BEST GIFT OF ALL.
I HAVE GREAT THINGS TO ACHIEVE AND IT IS TIME TO GET TO WORK. I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT ARE WAITING FOR MY GUIDANCE AND COUNSEL. HELPING OTHERS. IT IS TIME.
I KNOW THAT LOVE KNOWS NO BOUNDARIES AND IS UNCONDITIONAL AND HERE WITHIN ME, ALWAYS. I SEE ALL OTHERS AND RESPECT THEIR JOURNEYS, FOR WE ARE ALL ON OUR OWN PATHS THAT WILL LEAD US ALL BACK FROM INDIVIDUALS TO ONENESS AS EACH SOUL MOVES THROUGH THEIR EXPERIENCES AND BACK TO THEIR TRUE SELF.
I AM GRATEFUL FOR THE AWAKENING TO MY PURPOSE HERE. IT IS CLEAR THAT I AM NOW GUIDED TO BECOME THE HUMANITARIAN I WAS MEANT TO BE ALL ALONG. I HAVE BEEN GUIDED TO THE TASK AT HAND.
AS I MOVE FORWARD TODAY, I FREE MYSELF FROM THE EGO THAT CARRIED HEAVY GUILT AND PAIN FOR ENABLING AND ALLOWING MYSELF TO EXPERIENCE THESE THINGS, FOR THEY WERE MEANT FOR ME AND MY JOURNEY ALL ALONG.
I SAY WITH GRATITIUDE TODAY, FEBRUARY 6, 2015, THIS AFFIRMATION:
I ASK THE SOURCE TODAY TO GUIDE MY WORDS ALL TO THOSE WHO WERE PUT ALONG MY PATH TO EDUCATE ME. TODAY I GIVE THEM THANKS. PROVIDE GRATITUDE FOR THEIR PRESENCE ALONG MY PATH FOR WHAT I HAVE LEARNED. I ASK THAT THE SOURCE ENERGY FIND THESE SOULS TODAY. OPEN THEIR CROWN CHAKRAS AND DIRECT THE WHITE LIGHT AND LOVE INTO THEIR SOULS. AT THIS TIME MAY THEY FEEL MY WORDS OF FORGIVENESS AND GRATITUDE. PLEASE GUIDE THEIR THOUGHTS TO RESONATE IN THE STATE OF NOW. SHOW THEM THEIR GIFT OF LIVING IN THE MOMENT. TO JUST BE. LET THEM FEEL THE BEAUTY AND JOY, PEACE AND LOVE THEY HAVE HAD WITHIN THEM ALL ALONG. LET THEM SEE LOVE PEACE AND JOY AROUND THEM AS THEY'VE NEVER EXPERIENCED IT BEFORE. MAY THEY NOW SEE THIS IN ALL THOSE THEY ARE IN CONTACT WITH AS WELL.
THIS STATE OF BEING IS AT IS ALL THERE IS. WITH THIS AFFIRMATION I PUT IT OUT INTO TO THE UNIVERSE TO MANIFEST WITH LOVE.
SO IT SHALL BE.
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